July 27, 2009

Black Canyon (Monday Night Post)

There's nothing nicer than a good dinner with a group of friends (and good coffee :P)

According to sis, a friend asked when will be our next group outing... I guessed the last one was that awesome caving and that was like half a year ago? Where shall we go this time? Cameron again? An island? National park? Fishing? XDD


We're learning Research and Evidence Based Medicine (R&EBM) at the moment. Classes are held in college (the Street Mall campus); morning usually would be SCTL/Lecture and afternoon would be workshop. The first week concentrated on critical and lateral thinking. The second week focused on EBM itself and experimental research; the main focus was for us to be able to critically appraised a journal.

This week we are attending a course called Good Clinical Practice; in which it is a certified course, where if in the future we want to conduct a research, we're already GCP-trained (provided we pass the test on Friday) and would be able to conduct one.

Somehow, R&EBM inspired me, strengthen the long-term goals I have in my mind since I entered CUCMS and aspire me to learn more. And, the fact that it takes my mind off a lot of disturbing/painful stuff in my head, I'm thankful too. A welcome distraction XD

On the other hand, I found myself to somewhat easily angered/irritated lately. Fortunately I realize this early and everytime it happens, I find myself rationalizing over the what-ever ridiculous excuse that annoys me...

P/s- those I met in Shogun, it was really nice meeting you girls again! ^.^V
PP/s- Yes, Disney Sea is still a dream to be realized some when in the future... that's a promise between me and my cousin, no matter how old we get, we'll go there one day =^^=

July 18, 2009


I know I've been taking things for granted
I realized that... and if it will make things worse, I'll cut it off...

But let me be selfish for one last time
Just one last time, then I'll stop it already

For putting up with me, thank you
For making you angry, I apologize

July 14, 2009

Back in College

Ahhh~ Good to know that this and other weblog sites are not blocked by college...

First day of school (we're officially in Year 4 now, believe it or not) and I was already so stressed yesterday.

Wonder what's in store for the rest of the week.
Wonder what's in store for the rest of this unit and the whole year too T________T

On the side note, we have a new housemate <3
(We need to get the internet fixed asap *sighs*)

July 12, 2009

Photos: Cake

Theme: Cake- Different Perspectives
Venue: Cousin's Reception, Damansara
Date: 14th June 2009

This took longer than I thought to upload. Sorry about that.
Some previews:

The whole collection is here: http://picasaweb.google.com/wani.zenol/Cake#

These aren't great... I'm stil learning, so please be nice. Yoroshiku, ne? ^^

July 10, 2009



Should I say it's all coming back to me now?

I really don't know what to do.

At times like this, trying to be fair to everyone, I feel like running away again.
Unfortunately the 'house of salvation' that I had in Perth is still in Perth.

Edited: I sort of have a resolution after last night... after that, I'll lay low. After all, it's only right; felt like I've been invading the space for quite some time. It's time for me to stop pretending I'm one of them.

July 4, 2009

Buried dreams

Since this is not read, I feel safe jotting this down here

What I thought has left me, at least I thought for a while longer,
turned out to be only deeply buried and left forgotten
Or maybe just unconsciously being ignored instead of forgotten

But past few days, I found myself of wanting it again
and having at least one of my own...

Yeah, having most of my friends married and have child/children
did that to me

*bats the weird feeling and this post away*