Wave

It came, slowly building in...
Reached the highest peak at one point and the bubble was burst with happiness
A few moments later, after huge sparkle spreading amidst the darkness like 'hanabi' on the dark night sky
... everything was lost...

Now it's empty...
Like wave crashing down, smashing the white sand away,
Disrupting the harmony of the once peaceful pattern...

Now... confusion set in...
Behind the mask was hurt... Penetrated deep,
Betrayed
Like it was not worth it
Especially when the feeling is like being left out

To leave or not to leave?
To open door and and give in to being soft-hearted?
There's a small voice, asking for a second chance
But the hurt that remains is still quite painful

Confused...
That's how it feels now~